Tubgirl staggered and finally collapsed. "You...you have defeated me," she gasped.
"No," Fart-chan replied. "It was you who defeated yourself."
OMG THREE DAYS GRACE WAS SO AMAZING!!!! I got stomped in the mosh pit for the Used. I honestly thought I was going to die. Bleeding scalp people. Bruises EVERYWHERE. A-MAZ-ING. See facebook for FANTASTIC PICTURES. So close... Adam Gontier! *dies*
- Mood:
hyper
So, I'm usually still asleep at this hour. You csan imagine I was pissed when a girl with a loudspeaker woke me up half an hour ago. She was so obnoxious, and the music was so loud like *music* and the car she was on had flashy lights and I was all SHUT THE FUCK UP ITS SIX THIRTY. She was yelling about spirt and togetherness or something. Which at 6:30am is really the last thing you wanna hear on a loudspeaker. So I get up to investigate, look out my bedroom window, and THE olympic torch runs by. I was all OMGWTFOLYMPICFLAME!? And that's how my morning has been going. I have a fun story for today.
- Location:Bed
- Music:My Life Would Suck Without You - GLEE
A great day followed by the strangest of evenings. My ability to treat the most confusing events with the most passive of attitudes shocks me at times. Taking thoughts and abandoning them for the sake of saving face is pretty much one of my biggest flaws to date. However the times in which I've gone on a whim have usually leads me into good situations, but this one just has too much on either side. As with most dilemmas in life and pretty much all of the ones that warrant that awkward feeling in the gut, this one is about the opposite sex.
I pretty much really like all the things about this girl, from spending time with them to the way I feel if I haven't seen them in even a couple of days which makes me feel human when at times i don't. Piled on top are the general and random mannerisms all fronted with a pretty face. It's basically just a crush with an odd twist. But even with all that being said I don't feel right with the effective sabotage of what seems to be quite the relationship. Whether this is altruism or guilt has to be the main issue at hand.
I'm not quite sure of what it actually is but if anything were to happen I'm not quite sure where it will eventually lead. I can't let myself ruin one thing for something that may not even work in the end. I guess this is my minds subconscious decision to avoid any potential responsibility, which I guess was what caused the demise of my last/only relationship, however by avoiding this situation I get the feeling as though I've missed out on something potentially amazing. In the words of the great Dylan Moran; potential is like your bank balance, it's probably far lower than it appears in your head, and if you don't look at it you don't know.
Why my brain doesn't allow me to air this vocally is another thing, it was pretty much in the front of my brain but it just wouldn't make that extra journey to my mouth. Strange considering I can let it out with my hands on the internet. I'd love it to be easily solved by connecting different parts of my brain together but I guess it all just comes down to my inability to handle face to face conflict coupled with that look in her eyes.
I pretty much really like all the things about this girl, from spending time with them to the way I feel if I haven't seen them in even a couple of days which makes me feel human when at times i don't. Piled on top are the general and random mannerisms all fronted with a pretty face. It's basically just a crush with an odd twist. But even with all that being said I don't feel right with the effective sabotage of what seems to be quite the relationship. Whether this is altruism or guilt has to be the main issue at hand.
I'm not quite sure of what it actually is but if anything were to happen I'm not quite sure where it will eventually lead. I can't let myself ruin one thing for something that may not even work in the end. I guess this is my minds subconscious decision to avoid any potential responsibility, which I guess was what caused the demise of my last/only relationship, however by avoiding this situation I get the feeling as though I've missed out on something potentially amazing. In the words of the great Dylan Moran; potential is like your bank balance, it's probably far lower than it appears in your head, and if you don't look at it you don't know.
Why my brain doesn't allow me to air this vocally is another thing, it was pretty much in the front of my brain but it just wouldn't make that extra journey to my mouth. Strange considering I can let it out with my hands on the internet. I'd love it to be easily solved by connecting different parts of my brain together but I guess it all just comes down to my inability to handle face to face conflict coupled with that look in her eyes.
- Location:Spencer Rd
- Mood:
indifferent - Music:Goatwhore - To Mourn And Forever Wander Through Forgotten Doorways
NO ONE BETTER TALK SHIT ABOUT ME THIS YEAR. IT'S UNCOOL.
Oh livejournal, it's been a terrible week. i'm sure it could have been worse, but I'm going to tell you about it anyway. Tuesday was the 16 year anniversity for losing my mum. It's always a really hard day. Thursday, I was supposed to go to London to see a friends play, basically, I got horribly lost, almsot ran out of gas, the play got cancelled, I was horribly hurt/insulted by said friend and then had to drive back home in the horrible state I was in. I had two anxiety attacks.
With this whole boy situation I feel like Alice in Wonderland when she's trying to get out. Staring at my self sleeping. Alice, wake up! Please wake up, Alice! Stop being so delusional and see people for who they really are. You may live in your head but the rest of the world doesn't. The world isn't all sunshine and rainbows, kitten, and neither are the people in it.
Monday and Friday were my saving grace. On Monday my Sammy took me to see New Moon so we could have a good laugh and boy did we. SLOW MOTION GALORE! CONSTIPATION FACE! AND ABS ABS ABS! Friday was the work Christmas Part at the Woodbine Racetrack and we were in the fancy smancy Woodbine Clubroom. Like Members only!!! Betted on the horsies and played slots. Came home $50 richer. Fantastic time with my Kendal, Crystal and all my other favourite FD's. OH and FREE DRINKS! NOM NOM NOM.
I am currently watching the last end of the Roar of the Rings curling final. They are deciding the Canadian Women's Olympic curling team. It's tied in the tenth end and the enemy has the hammer!!! BOOOO BERNARD, GOOOOO KLEIBRINK!!!
I took three calls today at work. Let the December rush begin!!!
Dammit. Bernard just won.
With this whole boy situation I feel like Alice in Wonderland when she's trying to get out. Staring at my self sleeping. Alice, wake up! Please wake up, Alice! Stop being so delusional and see people for who they really are. You may live in your head but the rest of the world doesn't. The world isn't all sunshine and rainbows, kitten, and neither are the people in it.
Monday and Friday were my saving grace. On Monday my Sammy took me to see New Moon so we could have a good laugh and boy did we. SLOW MOTION GALORE! CONSTIPATION FACE! AND ABS ABS ABS! Friday was the work Christmas Part at the Woodbine Racetrack and we were in the fancy smancy Woodbine Clubroom. Like Members only!!! Betted on the horsies and played slots. Came home $50 richer. Fantastic time with my Kendal, Crystal and all my other favourite FD's. OH and FREE DRINKS! NOM NOM NOM.
I am currently watching the last end of the Roar of the Rings curling final. They are deciding the Canadian Women's Olympic curling team. It's tied in the tenth end and the enemy has the hammer!!! BOOOO BERNARD, GOOOOO KLEIBRINK!!!
I took three calls today at work. Let the December rush begin!!!
Dammit. Bernard just won.
- Location:My Couch
- Music:Curling Finals on TV
After the depressing post earlier I may as well add bring my blog back to neutrality by talking about all the good shit that's going down. In the past month or so I've not left Stoke in order to head back home. I've not even noticed until I realized i was almost out of clean underwear and socks.
All of my friends are there for me, my very good friend Sarah D and even my old girlfriend Amy who I now turn to when I have anything at all to whinge about just as she did as we were together. :P Not only that but I have met three of the nicest people I could imagine to come across at this university. Dave, Nicole and Hannah. Everyone of them are brilliant, one of them has a magical accent that cheers me up, one of them will talk and laugh about strange rape at 3am and one Dave who is one of the nicest guys I know right now who will let me in his house at 5am when I'm really angry and give me drugs :)
Not only that but Talie had set up the finest ego boost ever. The Priyesh Patel fan page now has 75 fans and counting. It's quite a magical thing, but it's basically all of the people on Facebook that i actually KNOW and interact with.
All in all, things all weigh one another out. So look forward to the Pri mockumentary next year!
All of my friends are there for me, my very good friend Sarah D and even my old girlfriend Amy who I now turn to when I have anything at all to whinge about just as she did as we were together. :P Not only that but I have met three of the nicest people I could imagine to come across at this university. Dave, Nicole and Hannah. Everyone of them are brilliant, one of them has a magical accent that cheers me up, one of them will talk and laugh about strange rape at 3am and one Dave who is one of the nicest guys I know right now who will let me in his house at 5am when I'm really angry and give me drugs :)
Not only that but Talie had set up the finest ego boost ever. The Priyesh Patel fan page now has 75 fans and counting. It's quite a magical thing, but it's basically all of the people on Facebook that i actually KNOW and interact with.
All in all, things all weigh one another out. So look forward to the Pri mockumentary next year!
- Location:Spencer Rd
- Mood:
happy - Music:Bob Dylan - The Times They Are A'Changing
Don't know how lovely you are.
After many not so serious posts, from party cat to albums of the year and lioncash real shit actually happened!And sat in bed at 4pm after what I can only describe as an eventful night I've got the words of Coldplay looping in my head. For one I forgot I love early Coldplay and for seconds I've just realised how true to situation and depressing the song "The Scientist" is.
So much stuff has gone down in the past month or so I'm not sure why I'd not posted earlier, maybe I was waiting for a pinnacle of bad things happening. From covering up a housemates lies and infidelity to the ever growing rubbish problem. Stopping off at missing a group presentation and messing around with someones head then messing with theirs back.
"Nobody said it was easy, nobody said it would be so hard." Not really the most complex or eloquent lyrics but they pretty much ring true. After a little mocking of emo posts on L-J I'm doing one of my own. Making mountains out of molehills I could have easily avoided, simply by just going home, or not having that last bit of Sailor Jerry's or maybe shutting the fuck up once in a while. Killing a problem at the source would do but it's just really hard when you've got it in for someone gorgeous.
On a positive hand my written works are all going in on time, and it appears I've not fucked up beyond repair as feel I still have a friend in the person from the paragraph above (I hope) of which I'm very fucking grateful for even if I do fuck their mind up beyond recognition.
Someone just "take me back to the stars". Or at least for a beer.
After many not so serious posts, from party cat to albums of the year and lioncash real shit actually happened!And sat in bed at 4pm after what I can only describe as an eventful night I've got the words of Coldplay looping in my head. For one I forgot I love early Coldplay and for seconds I've just realised how true to situation and depressing the song "The Scientist" is.
So much stuff has gone down in the past month or so I'm not sure why I'd not posted earlier, maybe I was waiting for a pinnacle of bad things happening. From covering up a housemates lies and infidelity to the ever growing rubbish problem. Stopping off at missing a group presentation and messing around with someones head then messing with theirs back.
"Nobody said it was easy, nobody said it would be so hard." Not really the most complex or eloquent lyrics but they pretty much ring true. After a little mocking of emo posts on L-J I'm doing one of my own. Making mountains out of molehills I could have easily avoided, simply by just going home, or not having that last bit of Sailor Jerry's or maybe shutting the fuck up once in a while. Killing a problem at the source would do but it's just really hard when you've got it in for someone gorgeous.
On a positive hand my written works are all going in on time, and it appears I've not fucked up beyond repair as feel I still have a friend in the person from the paragraph above (I hope) of which I'm very fucking grateful for even if I do fuck their mind up beyond recognition.
Someone just "take me back to the stars". Or at least for a beer.
- Location:Spencer Rd
- Mood: indifferent
- Music:Dying Fetus - Homicidal Retribution
This is my interpretation of 2009's music. Listed from best to worst. But then again, the "worst" is the 10th best album for me this year. Meaning all of these records are the fucking shit. So many great records came out this year. Honorable mentions to Them Crooked Vultures, Killswitch Engage, Lamb Of God, Megadeth, Slayer, Julian Casablancas, Editors, Conducting from The Grave, Goatwhore, anything from Sumerian Records and many many more,
10 : Tonight: Franz Ferdinand by Franz Ferdinand
This is pretty much a band I've loved for almost half a decade now, from an awkward indie rock band to an awkward indie electro rock band. They've stuck in new sounds to their music and I for one took the catchy tunes and the downright groovy beats into account to stick this at 10.
9: Evangelion by Behemoth
As with many death metal bands of the now, each record is always easily described as "it sounds like their other stuff". This one had all the stuff from previous efforts and added a nice kick to it. Weighing in at 9 tracks it packs a punch with riff after riff.
8 : Axe To Fall by Converge
Converge are a band that have garnered much respect in the genre of metalcore from before during and after it was a dirty dirty word to be used to describe a band. But they damn well deserve it for an outing this fine. A relentless hardcore assault that leaves you wanting more.
7 : The Infection by Chimaira
A masterful record that cements Chimaira as one of the finest progressive metal bands there are out at the moment. Anything with palm muting done to its full potential as easy as it may sound, must be congratulated. But everything that makes up this album is pretty slick.
6: Ruination By Job For A Cowboy
If you told me a few years ago that Job For A Cowboy were to release one of the best albums of the year Id've told you to fuck right off. From turning from the top of a shit genre to not so great in a fantastic genre they've really uppped their death metal game in a mint record.
5: The Harvest Floor By Cattle Decapitation
The lyrics are still strong as ever, and Travis is most definitely one of the most skilled vocalists on the planet right now, death metal or otherwise. Better production than the last record with some cracking tracks and even a violin at one point. GORE NOT CORE!
4: Lungs by Florence + The Machine
Most likely the only thing in the charts I'd heard a full album of, Franz Ferdinand aside. But unlike Franz I didn't like it "by default" it grew on me with its great songs and a beautiful voice from a beautiful woman. The mercury nomination was worthwhile. Not bad for a ginger.
3: The Lonely Island
Not really the best put together album in the world. So its a wonder why its so high in this chart. This album is made some of the funniest times of the year, made a brilliant rap parody and even with all the retards who have only just heard on a boat, is INCREDIBAD.
2: Crack The Skye
A beautiful piece of progressive rock music, from the opening crunch of Oblivion to the final notes of The Last Baron. Mastodon have pulled out an album that shows so much growth in sound. Critically acclaimed across the board and winning over fans by the day!
Joint 1: Deflorate by The Black Dahlia Murder/
The Great Misdirect by Between The Buried and Me
Nothing needs be said about how much I love The Black Dahlia Murder and Between The Buried And Me. But as it was at the end of 2007 they have equalled eachother in awesomeness. From Nocturnal and Colors 2 years before them they have made strides in sound and sheer brilliance. (Yes, BTBAM actually wrote something equal to/possibly topping Colors). Line up changes to Black Dahlia are seamless and the new scales in solos are well recieved. Trevors lyrics are still the fine poetic brutality as they were before while BTBAM really push the "misdirect" aspect of the title, with the usual shifts in sound and flawless precision in which they're executed.
Two epic records, one happy happy Pri.
This is pretty much a band I've loved for almost half a decade now, from an awkward indie rock band to an awkward indie electro rock band. They've stuck in new sounds to their music and I for one took the catchy tunes and the downright groovy beats into account to stick this at 10.
9: Evangelion by Behemoth
As with many death metal bands of the now, each record is always easily described as "it sounds like their other stuff". This one had all the stuff from previous efforts and added a nice kick to it. Weighing in at 9 tracks it packs a punch with riff after riff.
8 : Axe To Fall by Converge
Converge are a band that have garnered much respect in the genre of metalcore from before during and after it was a dirty dirty word to be used to describe a band. But they damn well deserve it for an outing this fine. A relentless hardcore assault that leaves you wanting more.
7 : The Infection by Chimaira
A masterful record that cements Chimaira as one of the finest progressive metal bands there are out at the moment. Anything with palm muting done to its full potential as easy as it may sound, must be congratulated. But everything that makes up this album is pretty slick.
6: Ruination By Job For A Cowboy
If you told me a few years ago that Job For A Cowboy were to release one of the best albums of the year Id've told you to fuck right off. From turning from the top of a shit genre to not so great in a fantastic genre they've really uppped their death metal game in a mint record.
5: The Harvest Floor By Cattle Decapitation
The lyrics are still strong as ever, and Travis is most definitely one of the most skilled vocalists on the planet right now, death metal or otherwise. Better production than the last record with some cracking tracks and even a violin at one point. GORE NOT CORE!
4: Lungs by Florence + The Machine
Most likely the only thing in the charts I'd heard a full album of, Franz Ferdinand aside. But unlike Franz I didn't like it "by default" it grew on me with its great songs and a beautiful voice from a beautiful woman. The mercury nomination was worthwhile. Not bad for a ginger.
3: The Lonely Island
Not really the best put together album in the world. So its a wonder why its so high in this chart. This album is made some of the funniest times of the year, made a brilliant rap parody and even with all the retards who have only just heard on a boat, is INCREDIBAD.
2: Crack The Skye
A beautiful piece of progressive rock music, from the opening crunch of Oblivion to the final notes of The Last Baron. Mastodon have pulled out an album that shows so much growth in sound. Critically acclaimed across the board and winning over fans by the day!
Joint 1: Deflorate by The Black Dahlia Murder/
The Great Misdirect by Between The Buried and Me
Nothing needs be said about how much I love The Black Dahlia Murder and Between The Buried And Me. But as it was at the end of 2007 they have equalled eachother in awesomeness. From Nocturnal and Colors 2 years before them they have made strides in sound and sheer brilliance. (Yes, BTBAM actually wrote something equal to/possibly topping Colors). Line up changes to Black Dahlia are seamless and the new scales in solos are well recieved. Trevors lyrics are still the fine poetic brutality as they were before while BTBAM really push the "misdirect" aspect of the title, with the usual shifts in sound and flawless precision in which they're executed.
Two epic records, one happy happy Pri.
- Location:Spencer Rd
- Mood:
accomplished - Music:The Black Dahlia Murder - Christ Deformed
This song started out as a potential Deathmøle riff and quickly morphed into...something else. Sort of Fuck Buttons meets Dan Deacon meets dub techno I guess? I don't think I've ever had this many MIDI tracks running at one time before. Your average Deathmøle song has three, maybe four tops.
Anyway here's the song, hopefully you will like it: Weird Methods (tumescent elephant mix)
Anyway here's the song, hopefully you will like it: Weird Methods (tumescent elephant mix)
- Music:Andrew W.K - Party Hard
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